I want to follow my heart and I will.
With no other rule than to do what I want.
With no other difference than categorizing what I want and what I don’t.
With no limitations except to harm another soul.
We grew up together. He was a constant companion. Making me laugh, cry, love, hate…creating every kind of emotion in me.
Always a funny guy for those who knew him closely… a serious guy for acquaintances …an ideal for youngsters.
Incidents, giving instances of his funny character, form an unending list. I remember, he had beaten me up just because I’d won the chess match against him for the first time. That was my last chess match ever. Another interesting event is when our housemaid was unwell. He had volunteered to bring her the medicine. He came back holding a tablet and a glass of water. She took it and felt instant relief, only to find out later that the tablet was nothing but solidified phlegm. He has filled my childhood memories with disgusting but definitely funny events.
But with due course, I also learnt that, within this guy is a boy hidden who cares for others very much. One incident to instantiate this would be when he was beaten up protecting his friend from some drunken men who were relentlessly beating up his friend for no reason. Doing it at a very tender age showed his courage as well as dedication for his friends. I vividly remember that day when he had returned home with a pair of swollen and blackened eyes unable to open them properly.
He has been a source of inspiration from the time I started using my senses.
If summarized about his character, like others he has also passed through [in fact, may be passing through] different phases of life but has always managed to emerge above the crowd making his identity clearer.
The loner, the funny guy, the handsome, the caring one, the encouraging one, helpful… …the list goes on, but surprisingly, I am yet to find a single word to fit it in this list, which describes him negatively.
Life is taking us in different directions. Although, the root is same, we are past that phase when we can turn back and spend a few good days together. Competing and struggling with this ruthless world, we’ve grown so much apart. But I hold a special place for him in my heart, which is filled with admiration, respect, love and trust which no-one can ever take...except HIM.
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